Be Still and know that he is God? That is right.
There are so many times in life when we want to figure everything out. When we want to know why things are the way that they are and why things happen the way that they do. There are so many moments of sitting, waiting and asking why? . Over the lat coupe of weeks i have reminded myself of what Gods grace and mercy is all about. How could i have ever let my self slip from something that feels as good as this. God is LOVE and he can do anything.
Most people who know me , have probably heard me say " im confused" more than anything else that i have ever said. I live my life walking around with a question mark on the top of my head. Everywhere i go and everything i do i sit and question over and over again before ever making a decision. I find reasons to do and not to do everything in my life. with this "great" quality of mine, ha. come the inability to move in any direction at all. ...For over a year now i had been sitting in the same place, wondering why things werent changing, wonding why things werent making sense, and wondering why when i did make a decision, it never worked out the way that i wanted it to or the way that i expected it to.
I had forgotten what it was like to be completely desparate for God, I was turning to everything else for advice, friends, family, books, anything to give me answers. I was waiting on God to pop me in the head with a frying pan and instantly, my lifes purpose would be branded on my forehead. Ha was i wrong.
God got me right where he knew i needed to be. DESPERATE! With moments such as this i have never seen so clearly, how God places, desires in our hearts. My desire to be more like him, to spread his word, to open myself completely up to him and tell him strait up ... " USE ME". My heart longs to make a differance, to feed hungry mouths, to be to others what God has been to me. The desires of this heart of mine have always been here, have always been right in front of me. Its time for me to stop trying to figure everything out, for me to let God continue moving in my life and for me to continue becoming all that he created me to be.Its time for me to dig deep , Be Still, seek him, and know that He IS GOD..
There are so many times in life when we want to figure everything out. When we want to know why things are the way that they are and why things happen the way that they do. There are so many moments of sitting, waiting and asking why? . Over the lat coupe of weeks i have reminded myself of what Gods grace and mercy is all about. How could i have ever let my self slip from something that feels as good as this. God is LOVE and he can do anything.
Most people who know me , have probably heard me say " im confused" more than anything else that i have ever said. I live my life walking around with a question mark on the top of my head. Everywhere i go and everything i do i sit and question over and over again before ever making a decision. I find reasons to do and not to do everything in my life. with this "great" quality of mine, ha. come the inability to move in any direction at all. ...For over a year now i had been sitting in the same place, wondering why things werent changing, wonding why things werent making sense, and wondering why when i did make a decision, it never worked out the way that i wanted it to or the way that i expected it to.
I had forgotten what it was like to be completely desparate for God, I was turning to everything else for advice, friends, family, books, anything to give me answers. I was waiting on God to pop me in the head with a frying pan and instantly, my lifes purpose would be branded on my forehead. Ha was i wrong.
God got me right where he knew i needed to be. DESPERATE! With moments such as this i have never seen so clearly, how God places, desires in our hearts. My desire to be more like him, to spread his word, to open myself completely up to him and tell him strait up ... " USE ME". My heart longs to make a differance, to feed hungry mouths, to be to others what God has been to me. The desires of this heart of mine have always been here, have always been right in front of me. Its time for me to stop trying to figure everything out, for me to let God continue moving in my life and for me to continue becoming all that he created me to be.Its time for me to dig deep , Be Still, seek him, and know that He IS GOD..
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