Way to long.

Its definitely been awhile since Ive wrote and boy the places life has carried me. Ive been writing here and there on papers around the house and during quiet times writing out things randomly. I had the great idea this morning to hit the keyboard and just see where it takes me.

Today is a new day.

I am wanting so badly to pick up a time machine at a store today, hop in it and just see. Just see where i will be in the next year , heck actually just the next couple days. Sometimes i see my self thinking and feelings this way often. Feeling as if i am not happy where i am . Thinking of how things could be sooo much better, thinking of how big of a mess i am, thinking about better jobs, better relationships with everyone in my life, worrying about money, and yearning for more more more. Its moments like this that i have to stop myself,stop my thought process and take it the other direction. All that i do know is that those are just thoughts, those are worries, those are merely "Whitney moments" and me allowing the doubts, confusions, and Satan's lies to enter my thought process. These things are not the truths that i need to be paying attention to . These aren't the things that i need to be focusing on. In these moments of trouble and despair , i do know that there is truth to the one who created me. I DO know that i was created to serve, glorify and honor Him. I do know that i was created to be his light, " No one lights a lamp and puts it in the cellar or under a basket,but on a lamp stand so that those who come it may see its light. Your eye is the lamp of the body . When your eye is good,your whole body is also full of light. But when it is bad, your body is also full of darkness. Take care then that the light in you is not darkness . If there fore your whole body is full of light, with no part of it in the darkness, the whole body will be full of light, as when a lamp shines its light on you." Luke 11:33-26..

In reading that this morning. I stopped and reminded myself that things could be worse, that God has blessed me with some incredible things, but more so when i dont realize it, that He has blessed me with the one thing that is ALL that matters. HIM. He has blessed me with His love , His mercy , His forgiveness, His loyalty, His TRUTH. When I think i have it "SO BAD" I remember what He has done for me. And remember the most important thing is to walk in obedience to Him and His word. To be an example of who He is and to make sure i am full of His light, and let it SHINE.

I pray its a day full of blessings for all of you.

in His love and mine,
W.