Birthday Boots : )

Happy Birthday to me :) . wow. Its crazy to think its been 23 years since Ive been here on this earth . Its even crazier to think about all the places I have been and seen, the friends I have made a long the way, the places I have moved to, away from ,etc. Its a blessing to look back over the last years and see just how good God is. When i look back , its obvious to see the things that i don't want to though. Its easy to remember the not so easy moments, the rough memories, the times when I have been disappointed. The times that didn't then, and still don't make perfect sense. Man if you know this girl at all ...its been 23 years of " I dont know" and " Im confused". Its been 23 years of "What if this?" " What if that? ".Golly thank you all who have been a part of it. I know it can be rough loving on me at times. ha.


This year is gonna be different. Im gonna make it different, and pray for God's strength to make it a better year than ever before. I want to stop the questioning. I want to stop the worrying and i want to stop the What ifs. Gods been doing a number on this heart over the last month, and I am so ready to see where He takes me next. Im ready to stop dwelling on the the things of the past, of the things that i dont understand , and focus more on the one thing that has remained constant over the last 23 years.... Who God is. His unfailing love. What He did for ME, for all of us. : ) ...




I pray its a sweet day for all of you!


" I will praise you forever for what you have done; In YOUR name I will hope, for your name is good" Psalm 52:9